just a guy made of dots and lines (crs) wrote,
just a guy made of dots and lines

wake-up call

I need this to be a wake-up call, not a reason to shut down. I need to kick ass on this next project, and make everything right with it. The project, the role, I can get into it, and it will suit me. When I'm done, I will see that I am good for something, and I can know that I have worth...

Because work has always been it for me, whether I knew it or not. I have nothing outside of the computer thing; everything else is at most a hobby, a side interest. I've focused myself on something that I have to work hard at, and I have not put in the hours.

I don't understand how I put myself in this position. I can't go back, so I must go forward.

Though, at least, I think I have a lifeline if I need it.

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