my brain is chasing its tail again... good evening, mixed signals, insecure doofus, all crashing together to turn into obsessive overanalysis of ... of whatever is happening.

What's it mean when... hm, it's too public here.

Overall, it's a good thing happening to me, even in the pre-bedtime haziness I can see that. :) I just get this chemical imbalance at this time of night or some such. That's probably it.