Lately mostly I've felt a little bit sick though, and that can stop anytime now.
I don't really feel like going public with stuff for some reason though... feelings on this or that stay internalized and start to build up a little pressure. A few close friends get a small piece of it, whatever it is, but with a lot of it, I don't even know what's really going on.
I feel life changes around the bend though, maybe. It would be nice; this place I find my life in ... is a bit rut-like.