January 10th, 2002

highway

i said something odd on zephyr today...

I said, "i hate making people have to reject me. i feel bad for them." And right after I sent the message, I knew it was true. In addition, I realized, it's a problem.

Just wanted to get this into the journal before I forgot about it; no time right now to expound, really :-/ Wish I had more time in general.
  • Current Music
    "Would you...?"
highway

good day

I'm making real progress at work, really grokking things now that I took the time to go through the code and draw a "map" kind of thing. Not sure how much use the actual map is, but the process was really good. It's just a matter of time now; it's no longer a question of "whether it can be done". Which is a really good feeling.

I also get extra social opportunities, here in the middle of what was supposed to be a wasteland of burying myself in work. This is pretty damn cool. :)
  • Current Music
    "Moon over Bourbon Street," Sting